1. |
My Life
01:45
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This is my life these are my views
I won't apologize to you I've
made mistakes I've fucked up too
and all I know is all I know is
I won't blame it on my drug abuse
This is my life these are my views
I won't apologize to you I've
I made mistakes I've fucked up too
all I know is all I know is
I can't blame it on my drug abuse
My actions speak louder than my past
*these are my choices*
My actions speak louder than my past
*these are my choices*
In all these years I've swung and missed
I've lost a few and had big wins
I've done lots of everything and
all I know is all I know is
I won't blame it on my parenting
My actions speak louder than my past
*these are my choices*
My actions speak louder than my past
*these are my choices*
Don't let the actions of others dictate how you live your life
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2. |
Courtesy Flush
02:12
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You come to me for help I do the best I can
I'm not a therapist I'm considered just a friend
Your honesty effects the answers you receive
I can only help the willing this is clear to see
I'm at the end of my rope
maybe you should try and trust
consider this a wake up call
and my last courtesy flush
I sit here once again my ears open to your life
You think you'd want things fixed but you just want to gripe
A friend you are to me but you're stealing all my breath
You cut yourself for attention I still give my best
I'm at the end of my rope
maybe you should try and trust
consider this a wake up call
and my last courtesy flush
Now lurking in the distance you hate me in your mind
Self discipline to heal a choice you make inside
no one can help you out if you don't want it fixed
to help you out again a decision I'm betwixt
I'm at the end of my rope
maybe you should try and trust
consider this a wake up call
and my last courtesy flush
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3. |
K.I.T.Y.
01:58
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You can keep your religion so please don't bother me.
I don't need your ideals and I don't want your beliefs.
I'm glad that you have something a thought that's yours to keep.
But please don't suffocate me I'm not a fucking sheep.
Keep it to yourself
I'll ask you if I wanna know.
Keep it to yourself
Your true colors begin to show.
It's hard for me to grasp the concept I'm a man of truth.
I can't believe my mind would change without any proof
I know some use it as a reason to get through the day
If that crutch were to break then what would you say?
Keep it to yourself
I'll ask you if I wanna know
Keep it to yourself
Your true colors begin to show
preach to me about an ark and parting of the seas
from judgement days to virgin births and an apple tree
this sounds like a nursery rhyme or some fairy tales
but the little pigs defeat the wolf and your hero hangs on nails
Keep it to yourself
I'll ask you if I wanna know
Keep it to yourself
Your true colors begin to show
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4. |
Butterfly Effect
01:27
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So if the thought that I'm here is because of what I did
Then what about the things that I wish I had hid
Like making out with what's her face underneath that bridge
or going to that party with all those stupid kids
All n all I'm glad I'm here
I wouldn't want it to change
so to the kids that I once knew
I guess this is I guess this is my thanks
now what about the things I didn't get to do
is that the reason why I'm sitting her with you
like spending more time with Ryan W.
this was a tough choice but one I didn't lose
All n all I'm glad I'm here
I wouldn't want it to change
so to the kids that I once knew
I guess this is I guess this is my thanks
The choices that were made brought me here today
but what about the things I didn't get to say
not everything that I did ended up that great
if you want to see whats next I guess you'll have to wait
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5. |
He
02:34
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So you wanna just be friends
you don't wanna hold this hand
and I don't wanna see you with another boy
I thought you were everything right
we couldn't make it through this fight
why would you wanna break my heart like this
I knew we would never make it through
you knew that we would never see it through
and even after knowing that
it feels just like my pulse went flat
Now we have both moved on
my heart and mind are too far gone
and I don't know why I still ever think of you
This girl, she's not my type
Only here to add some light
and I don't know that I can ever love again
I knew that we would never make it through
you knew that we would never see it through
and even knowing that
you still smashed my heart with a baseball bat
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6. |
Sly
01:36
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Dear Tony,
Growing up you were right there through thick and thin.
The perfect words at the perfect time from just above your chin.
I know you didn't know me, but you influenced me so much.
Listening to you was the one thing I could trust.
So many tributes so many songs written just for you.
So many friends left behind so many people believed your truths.
Some of them got sober. And Some a different route.
This is my song for you signing off over and out.
Although we never met, I knew you well.
Your heart poured into the words that you chose to tell
Some friends and I went to see you live a night we wish didn't end.
Now you have another fan one who calls you a friend.
So many tributes so many songs written just for you.
So many friends left behind so many people believed your truths.
Some of them got sober. And Some a different route.
This is my song for you signing off over and out.
Everyone has a hero or someone they love.
But not everyone's hero is looking from above.
by above I mean the stage where you did your best
So goodbye Tony you're always in my chest.
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7. |
Handwritten Highrise
01:42
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I am here at the top of this highrise again
cloud 9 is so close but I can't breath it in
the choices I've made have put me right here
nothing else is around except falling tears
it's sadness that builds from a fear to talk
contemplate my life or just take the fall
it's sadness that builds from no one listening
If anyone cared then why am I missing
take the stairs to the ground for my personal hell
just a facade to the world can't you tell
thought pattern is off I am so disconnected
life isn't easy I am constantly tested
I am up here all alone I am up here all alone
and I just want you near me I am up here all alone
I am up here all alone I am up here all alone
and I know you can't hear me I am up here all alone
I am up here all alone I am up here all alone..........
I AM UP HERE ALL ALONE
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8. |
Mad
01:54
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Why can't I wake up and not worry how my days going to go
I get so tired of all the things that I don't know
Suicides an option for me what about the ones who care
another thought pops in my head I really think this isn't fair
I've become a distraction keeping me from my action
Clearly in the wrong faction I just want satisfaction
I've become a distraction keeping me from my action
Clearly in the wrong faction I just want satisfaction
I am self destructive there's a funny farm with my name on it
My fortress of solitude has become the same place that I shit
another day I wake up and my worries start all over
I'll waste it all away wishing on a four leave clover
I've become a distraction keeping me from my action
Clearly in the wrong faction I just want satisfaction
I've become a distraction keeping me from my action
Clearly in the wrong faction I just want satisfaction
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9. |
Genaseas Genocide
02:07
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My world collapses around me
I don't have the answers
The problem is me
But I'll blame all these assholes
The lies that I spit just add to the resistance yeahhhh....
This is my life I only get one change to make it
Don't waste your breath the truth is always best
I see that I'm falling I can't seem to get out
This path that I'm on might not be the right route
The choices I make are unclear and confusing yeahhhh...
This is my life I only get one change to make it
Don't waste your breath the truth us always best
I pretend that I care when you think that I don't
You'll that I'm learning and you know that I won't
So I sit here in this solitary confinement yeahhhhh......
This is my life I only get one change to make it
Don't waste your breath the truth us always best
This is my life I only get one change to make it
Don't waste your breath the truth us always best
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10. |
Excuses
01:53
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Cause I'm old and tired EXCUSES EXCUSES
I just got fired EXCUSES EXCUSES
My wife just left me EXCUSES EXCUSES
And I'm in denial EXCUSES EXCUSES
Positive mental attitude everyday
this way of life is good for your only brain
try to accept it and try to live this way
you won't be sorry suck it up and be brave
Been doing it my whole life EXCUSES EXCUSES
I'm not quite ready EXCUSES EXCUSES
It runs in my family EXCUSES EXCUSES
I'm gonna die sometime EXCUSES EXCUSES
Positive mental attitude everyday
this way of life is good for your only brain
try to accept it and try to live this way
you won't be sorry suck it up and be brave
I've heard it before EXCUSES EXCUSES
move on with your life EXCUSES EXCUSES
I can't take it anymore EXCUSES EXCUSES
i'm tired of these EXCUSES EXCUSES
Positive mental attitude everyday
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11. |
Styledlife
01:14
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Where did all the punk kids go
they used to put on quite a show
making everyone believe
that they didn't give a shit
And where have all the hippies gone
they use to think so hard and long
about the earth and what it takes
to make it a good place
The cities that we live in are fucked and full of sin
the government's not helping they're in it to win
if you want to make a difference do it by all means
the world is too damn busy to listen to your screams
What happened to the young black man
who hated everyone
and all the silly white kids
who went out and bought guns
and what's wrong with the parenting
the kids don't care one god damn bit
the schools don't seem to educate
their growing up too late
The cities that we live in are fucked and full of sin
the government's not helping they're in it to win
if you want to make a difference do it by all means
the world is too damn busy to listen to your screams
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12. |
Mail Enhancement
01:28
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Sitting around watching the clock
the post mans out making all of his stops
I've been out of school since 3:15
Now where is this guy with my magazines
With a bag of goods he walks to my door
the gift that he brings can rid my bore
up the steps right from the yard
the mailman gets me hard
This used to be the case for me
but now I walk past my PC
a sudden urge between my thighs
makes my pecker start to rise
PC or MAC it doesn't matter
either one will make it splatter
Whole wide world at my fingertips
jerking off my dick
Nothing to do when nobody's home
30 seconds and a cell phone
technology's changed but my needs the same
this little baby puts them all to shame
In my pocket everyday
this device will end the crave
a very hand 6 inch view
and vibrates so I don't need you
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13. |
As Seen On TV
01:41
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We live in society
who's more afraid of zombies
than the government who's raping everyone
We are multicultural
but yet we're not afraid of war
we flaunt it by waving all these flags
Don't believe everything you read
social media corporate sleaze
magazines and on the TV
It'll just segregate
bring you down and make you hate
see for yourself don't take it from me
White man strong arms everyone
no wonder people carry guns
its time we move far away from this
Black man trying to rise above
but when it comes to push and shove
no one will ever get where they need
Don't believe everything you read
social media corporate sleaze
magazines and on the TV
It'll just segregate
bring you down and make you hate
see for yourself don't take it from me
Queer, transgender and lesbians
can't even be someone
for fear of prosecution in the streets
Work together help humans
its simple and it makes good sense
we'll progress together faster than you think
And if you can't hop on this train
you're clearly fucked inside the brain
kill yourself and rot amongst the beasts
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14. |
If Memory Serves
01:28
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Let me tell you about a girl I knew
she fucked me she probably fuck you
she had blond hair or was it brown
she lived on the center or edge of town
We met at the cemetery gate
we walked around but it got pretty late
it's getting late it's getting late
but this girl likes to fuck on the first
She was short but kinda tall
really fat or fairly small
she used her mouth but never swore
I'm not so sure what she wore
We met at the cemetery gate
we walked around but it got pretty late
it's getting late it's getting late
but this girl likes to fuck on the first
She held my dick its hard to swallow
I looked around and no one followed
her shorts came off but to my surprise
the rumors true this chicks a guy
We met at the cemetery gate
we walked around but it got pretty late
it's getting late it's getting late
but this girl likes to fuck on the first date
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15. |
In The Breeze
02:36
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I need some help but I'm afraid to ask
I can't seem to get things in my grasp
The days are hard the nights are haunting
and even waking up is daunting
But for you I'll do it all for you
For you I'll work my fingers through
But for you I'll do it all for you
For you I'll work my fingers through
I won't complain no it's not my style
I've been here for quite a long while
Holding you gives me a smiling face
Really makes me appreciate my place
But for you I'll do it all for you
For you I'll work my fingers through
But for you I'll do it all for you
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16. |
Tried For True
02:44
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I’ve got this friend, and I’m sure you know him too.
I’ve tried and tried again but it's just not getting through
Maybe I’m doing it wrong, it's possible I am
He’s your friend too please help me out I’m doing the best I can
All I can do is sing this song
The words ring true please sing along
You might not know the meaning yet
One day you will I’ll place my bet
He’s sinking in his mind, so he’s sinking in his life
Trapt in his cage a prison cell we’re running out of time
Help me rescue him. Why can’t you see the rush.
You question why I even care you question why I fuss
All I can do is sing this song
The words ring true please sing along
You might not know the meaning yet
One day you will I’ll place my bet
Just a phone call late and a conversation short
I don’t need your guilty quip I don’t want your retort
Now our friend is gone, A pain we all live with.
You think we did the best we could but I don’t think we did
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17. |
Not Dead
02:17
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Those cuts do they tell a story
was it dark times was it cold and gory
hey baby go out with me
are you afraid to be here are you afraid to leave
I can see the makeup painted on your face
covering up the blood beneath
I'll treat you better I won't leave
I'm here to love you and let you breathe
did you say no did it even matter
a swollen eye so scared and battered
I can see the makeup painted on your face
covering up the blood beneath
I can see that you're
I can see that you're
you're dead to the world but you're not dead to me
you're dead to the world but you're not dead to me
you're dead to the world but you're not dead to me
you're dead to the world but you're not dead to me
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18. |
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Stuck here
Lonely
I'm segregated
Your love
Your friendship
Anticipated
I'm here
I try
I've been secluded.
I'm isolated but not because of me.
I'm different and this is clear to see
You fail to learn you just want to assume.
So quick to judge and fast to exclude.
Stuck here
Lonely
I'm segregated
Your love
Your friendship
Anticipated
I'm here
I try
I've been secluded.
As humans Our value Has been eluded
As humans our value Has been eluded
I am who I am, I’m not entitled.
And as a human, I’m not a trifle
Stuck here
Lonely
I'm segregated
Your love
Your friendship
Anticipated
I'm here
I try
I've been secluded.
The pain is real it's buried in my eyes.
You won't know this but it'll be here till I die
I'm just like you with different clothes
I'm just like you with different shoes.
I'm just like you with different thoughts
I'm just like you with different views.
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Auf Ki Appleton, Wisconsin
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